i'm not sinking, i'm just stagnant. still, same, sameness.
this new year is not going at all how i planned.
at least now i've got control of the reigns and can easily turn this sucker around.
anyway, here are some things(inspiring):
Tom Wolfe & Tom Robbins having tea in my dream last night.
My mom visited melissa scaduto in the hospital last night, and gave that poor girl some old world love and hope.
Near Death experiences
Crystal birth
'Gone Tomorrow' a book i just ordered about the handling of trash in america (i've been thinking about rubbish ever since hearing that the City plans to reopen FreshKills landfill as a park.)
Japan
the fantasy of driving across country, windows rolled down, wind in my hair
dusting off the ole sewing machine
spring + productivity
revenge
acquiring a new point and shoot
redemption
etc etc
