a life in motion, sort of

i feel like i'm stuck in quicksand. no not quicksand, more like molasses.
i'm not sinking, i'm just stagnant. still, same, sameness.
this new year is not going at all how i planned.
at least now i've got control of the reigns and can easily turn this sucker around.

anyway, here are some things(inspiring):

Tom Wolfe & Tom Robbins having tea in my dream last night.

My mom visited melissa scaduto in the hospital last night, and gave that poor girl some old world love and hope.

Near Death experiences

Crystal birth

'Gone Tomorrow' a book i just ordered about the handling of trash in america (i've been thinking about rubbish ever since hearing that the City plans to reopen FreshKills landfill as a park.)

Japan

the fantasy of driving across country, windows rolled down, wind in my hair

dusting off the ole sewing machine

spring + productivity

revenge

acquiring a new point and shoot

redemption

etc etc